Rotting..

The bad Internet connection is really getting on my nerves. The past few days were really boring. I can't go out, I can't online, I can't sleep, wow, this really bores me to death. I hate it, every time I want to go out, there is some sort of obstacle that I must overcome. Ergh. I'll just sit here and rot, like I always do.

Yesterday in the early AM, I was not in my comfort zone. It was my fault to think too much and I got what I asked for. (this you won't understand.) There are the good and bad sides. Thinking of the situation, I feel really uncomfortable. What's all these shit? It's so not me. I don't do this kind of things. I am suppose to be the person that I used to be. The girl that never mix around with strangers, and just remain chatting behind screens. That is what I do, always being safe. I think talking on the phone, to me, is really crossing the line. What am I doing? Since when I became so brave? Whatever it is, I don't want to get involve. It gives me goosebumps! It's weird and scary.