I'm not mentally ill!

K this is funny but that is just the way I am. This is me ! I'M NOT CRAZY OK! I JUST LOVE WHAT I DO! WHY YOU PEOPLE THINK I'M CRAZY?! You are making me think that I am really crazy! Stop it! I AM WEIRD I KNOW, BUT THAT IS JUST ME! You see, just now, I was holding a cold drink and I went outside of my house and sat on the floor. I just want to stare at the sky, the trees, the grass beside me, and small white butterflies. I was looking at it. If I can, I want to lay on the floor or on the grass. Stare at the sky for long minutes. I was just sitting on the floor and admiring the trees and the dark skies. It's going to rain. Beautiful! My Aunt came out and said I have one screw loose in my head. Then I started laughing like mad. Haha. Like a crazy girl! When I'm not. I know it's weird to just look at two small white butterflies flying just above the grass. They are like lovers. Hahaha. But it was nice to see the grass outside my house. It makes me smile. I hate because the past 6 months was like hell. Books books books. Everytime I had books in my mind. Sucks. I can't have a peaceful mind! It's gonna start again soon! ERGHH!! So okay, don't think I'm crazy, please. I'm not. Maybe I am. Omg. Whatever. I don't care if you think what I'm doing is weird.