Today's feeling for tomorrow
Tomorrow I will be emceeing the Interact and the ELS hi-tea.
Who doesn't get nervous especially people like ME?!!!
You see, I have less than 24 hours to that crazy day.
YOU EXPECT ME TO SIT AND RELAX???
Please believe me, my feet is seriously cold.
I have the most unusual feeling.
As time passes, my feet gets even colder even when there's no wind.
No one can understand what I'm going through RIGHT NOW.
I just can't stop thinking about it.
I'll be dead if tonight I can't sleep.
You see, I'm not working with a good guy.
He is totally a loser, I hate working with him.
Never ever again I will be emceeing with him. No, enough is enough.
I have no experience on this. He has.
I didn't asked for this OKAY.
You think 60 is small number but I think it's big.
I want to be positive but I just can't act that way.
I'm so crazy now.
How nervous am I actually?
The feeling is just same like the day before taking my PMR result.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I don't want to think about my friends.
Excited and nervous are TWO DIFFERENT FEELINGS.
If only they can help me with this.
But I'm all alone to handle this.
I know all eyes are on me and him tomorrow.
Who gets more nervous, he/she will get more attention. I supposed.
I'm not 'perasan' but I KNOW all eyes are on me.
You are a liar. FAKE, If you tell me no one will look at me.
OMGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH.
Nervous like shittttttt.
Put my hands in your drink and it will become cold.
HA..........HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
That is the best way to describe me right now.
Canon baby, I'm sorry but I don't care about you now. Not at this freaking moment.
Thought of biting my nails, but that's too childish,
Trying to stay calm, the adult way, but It is so fake for me to do that!!
''It's all right, everything will be okay''
YOUR HEADDDDD!! You idiot.
I better prepare for the worst. . . . . . .
My stomach is not normal like the other days.
It's normal to be nervous.
But it's not me. The nervousness that is changing me!!!
Practice ! Practice !
My voice ain't going right!! Maybe cause I'm like tooooo freaking nervous!!!!!!!!
How I wish my stomach will stop the pain and my feet!! WTF! Go warm please!!!!!
So what I'm going to do now is,
Hope for the best.
Be cool. *can't
Chill. *can't
Be calm. *can't
How about,
Don't get nervous? *WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who doesn't get nervous especially people like ME?!!!
You see, I have less than 24 hours to that crazy day.
YOU EXPECT ME TO SIT AND RELAX???
Please believe me, my feet is seriously cold.
I have the most unusual feeling.
As time passes, my feet gets even colder even when there's no wind.
No one can understand what I'm going through RIGHT NOW.
I just can't stop thinking about it.
I'll be dead if tonight I can't sleep.
You see, I'm not working with a good guy.
He is totally a loser, I hate working with him.
Never ever again I will be emceeing with him. No, enough is enough.
I have no experience on this. He has.
I didn't asked for this OKAY.
You think 60 is small number but I think it's big.
I want to be positive but I just can't act that way.
I'm so crazy now.
How nervous am I actually?
The feeling is just same like the day before taking my PMR result.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I don't want to think about my friends.
Excited and nervous are TWO DIFFERENT FEELINGS.
If only they can help me with this.
But I'm all alone to handle this.
I know all eyes are on me and him tomorrow.
Who gets more nervous, he/she will get more attention. I supposed.
I'm not 'perasan' but I KNOW all eyes are on me.
You are a liar. FAKE, If you tell me no one will look at me.
OMGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH.
Nervous like shittttttt.
Put my hands in your drink and it will become cold.
HA..........HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
That is the best way to describe me right now.
Canon baby, I'm sorry but I don't care about you now. Not at this freaking moment.
Thought of biting my nails, but that's too childish,
Trying to stay calm, the adult way, but It is so fake for me to do that!!
''It's all right, everything will be okay''
YOUR HEADDDDD!! You idiot.
I better prepare for the worst. . . . . . .
My stomach is not normal like the other days.
It's normal to be nervous.
But it's not me. The nervousness that is changing me!!!
Practice ! Practice !
My voice ain't going right!! Maybe cause I'm like tooooo freaking nervous!!!!!!!!
How I wish my stomach will stop the pain and my feet!! WTF! Go warm please!!!!!
So what I'm going to do now is,
Hope for the best.
Be cool. *can't
Chill. *can't
Be calm. *can't
How about,
Don't get nervous? *WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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