Interact and ELS hi-tea
Yesterday I swear I was so nervous until I got crazy. I really felt like dying because the nervousness is just eating me up. Then, slowly by the night, it fades. Only once in a while, I'll be nervous. In the middle of the night, I felt hungry, so I got up to get a packet of Jacob's low salt Hi-Fibre biscuit and ate just to fill my stomach with some food.
I slept and woke up before my phone alarm rang. It was early, so I just hang around doing nothing. I don't feel nervous at all. It was very boring actually. I on my laptop, and I realized the internet has some problem. So, I off it. Later on, I on it back and It was okay. I feel like this is just a small thing, but I'm making it so big.
At 10am, I got ready. Put on my make-up slowly, starting from the eye pencil.. I felt that time was passing slow, I cannot wait to go to the restaurant, I wanted to leave at 12.00pm, but thought it was too early. Finally I reached at 12.30pm. Mom said my camera bag almost got graze by a Nigerian man who was looking at my bag and me. Mom said she wanted to scream. It freaks me out.
Reached there, but afraid to go up alone. 2-3 minutes later. Darren arrived. Phew! That was good news. I followed him up. It wasn't nice walking in the restaurant, If feels like as if we were not welcomed. Inside, I was mad because the committee members are not on time. Darren and I were like dumb people doing nothing but waiting for these people.
Joselyn arrived. Then we were like WTF? Where is everyone? Then one by one started coming. I hate so much because Vivenis was late. Like so F late. I was supposed to practice with him at the restaurant. I told him so many times to come early and he was like 'yeah' yeah'. Finally, he came late and I was so mad.
I started scolding him and you know what? He actually scolded me back. Like WTF. I hate him like hell. He asked me to shut up. That was totally rude. He was saying 'stop embarrassing me here.. can't you see people are looking??'. I was like 'WHO the F cares? Who asked you to come late!'. Then he was like sooooo rude. It was really sick working with him.
Then, so much havoc happened. The microphone not working, the speaker is not fixed. It's just so out of order!! I was practising my text with Fathiyah while she video-taped me. Before that, I was sent back by Nitya to get microphone from my house. I have microphone in my house. Finally, it ended up spoiled. I was like : Ommmmgooosh, I am so dead.
Without microphone, I am supposed to use my natural voice. I didn't like it at all. Vivenis was pressuring me to hurry up because the event was to start at 2 but it's already 2.30+ and the VIPs had already arrived and waited long. I wasn't ready yet and the teacher was so WTF. 'Use your natural voice'. What the heck. I need a microphone okay!!!
I was forced to start immediately. Seriously, It was so embarrassing. You know why? Vivenis can't even say 'honourable' properly. I was so embarrased because people were laughing. What you expect me to do? I laughed too. I stuttered you know. I knew it wouldn't go well without a microphone, it totally changed my mood.
The moment I was done, I sat at my place with a really disappointed and an embarrassed face. Umaira was saying that I shouldn't really followed my text. People knew I was memorizing. Gosh that was really embarrassing. I also did mistakes that made people laughed. I was wondering why should I hide my face?
The speech was so short and Puan Wahinah gave a speech in BM. So weird. And both the speech are incredibly short! I was so WTF. Come on! I know they can do better than that. Then we were supposed to play a game before we start eating. The teacher then changed everything. YEAH EVERYTHING. My text was so useless by then.
I THOUGHT WE SHOULD FOLLOW THE TEXT? Vivenis was said in a rude way : The teacher gave orders, so FOLLOW IT. I just wanted to slapped him. Then we must rushed. ''Attention!! You can enjoy your food bla bla bla...'' I'm so sick of this. I can't even enjoy eating. I had to take photos, I had to emcee the event, I had to eat. It was such a mess.
The orange drink was so sweet. They should add ice cubes. I just hate it all. My clothes got critic too. Everything was not in order. It wasn't what I've expected when I first came in through the door. It was really a nightmare. Anyway, Umaira and Darren are crowned best dressed. Unbelievable but I have to believe it. Umaira deserved it. Even I thought that It was the first time she had dressed stunningly. Good job. It's hard to believe because she never dressed that good before. Haha :)
Anyway, I will not remember this. I had the worst working experience with V. I will never want to do this anymore with him. No more black and white. I protest. LOL.
I slept and woke up before my phone alarm rang. It was early, so I just hang around doing nothing. I don't feel nervous at all. It was very boring actually. I on my laptop, and I realized the internet has some problem. So, I off it. Later on, I on it back and It was okay. I feel like this is just a small thing, but I'm making it so big.
At 10am, I got ready. Put on my make-up slowly, starting from the eye pencil.. I felt that time was passing slow, I cannot wait to go to the restaurant, I wanted to leave at 12.00pm, but thought it was too early. Finally I reached at 12.30pm. Mom said my camera bag almost got graze by a Nigerian man who was looking at my bag and me. Mom said she wanted to scream. It freaks me out.
Reached there, but afraid to go up alone. 2-3 minutes later. Darren arrived. Phew! That was good news. I followed him up. It wasn't nice walking in the restaurant, If feels like as if we were not welcomed. Inside, I was mad because the committee members are not on time. Darren and I were like dumb people doing nothing but waiting for these people.
Joselyn arrived. Then we were like WTF? Where is everyone? Then one by one started coming. I hate so much because Vivenis was late. Like so F late. I was supposed to practice with him at the restaurant. I told him so many times to come early and he was like 'yeah' yeah'. Finally, he came late and I was so mad.
I started scolding him and you know what? He actually scolded me back. Like WTF. I hate him like hell. He asked me to shut up. That was totally rude. He was saying 'stop embarrassing me here.. can't you see people are looking??'. I was like 'WHO the F cares? Who asked you to come late!'. Then he was like sooooo rude. It was really sick working with him.
Then, so much havoc happened. The microphone not working, the speaker is not fixed. It's just so out of order!! I was practising my text with Fathiyah while she video-taped me. Before that, I was sent back by Nitya to get microphone from my house. I have microphone in my house. Finally, it ended up spoiled. I was like : Ommmmgooosh, I am so dead.
Without microphone, I am supposed to use my natural voice. I didn't like it at all. Vivenis was pressuring me to hurry up because the event was to start at 2 but it's already 2.30+ and the VIPs had already arrived and waited long. I wasn't ready yet and the teacher was so WTF. 'Use your natural voice'. What the heck. I need a microphone okay!!!
I was forced to start immediately. Seriously, It was so embarrassing. You know why? Vivenis can't even say 'honourable' properly. I was so embarrased because people were laughing. What you expect me to do? I laughed too. I stuttered you know. I knew it wouldn't go well without a microphone, it totally changed my mood.
The moment I was done, I sat at my place with a really disappointed and an embarrassed face. Umaira was saying that I shouldn't really followed my text. People knew I was memorizing. Gosh that was really embarrassing. I also did mistakes that made people laughed. I was wondering why should I hide my face?
The speech was so short and Puan Wahinah gave a speech in BM. So weird. And both the speech are incredibly short! I was so WTF. Come on! I know they can do better than that. Then we were supposed to play a game before we start eating. The teacher then changed everything. YEAH EVERYTHING. My text was so useless by then.
I THOUGHT WE SHOULD FOLLOW THE TEXT? Vivenis was said in a rude way : The teacher gave orders, so FOLLOW IT. I just wanted to slapped him. Then we must rushed. ''Attention!! You can enjoy your food bla bla bla...'' I'm so sick of this. I can't even enjoy eating. I had to take photos, I had to emcee the event, I had to eat. It was such a mess.
The orange drink was so sweet. They should add ice cubes. I just hate it all. My clothes got critic too. Everything was not in order. It wasn't what I've expected when I first came in through the door. It was really a nightmare. Anyway, Umaira and Darren are crowned best dressed. Unbelievable but I have to believe it. Umaira deserved it. Even I thought that It was the first time she had dressed stunningly. Good job. It's hard to believe because she never dressed that good before. Haha :)
Anyway, I will not remember this. I had the worst working experience with V. I will never want to do this anymore with him. No more black and white. I protest. LOL.
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