Passed my computer test!
Today, when it was 8.45am, I waited outside, getting ready to hop in the car. But, I was frustrated that the teacher wasn't on time. Last week, teacher came a little late. So, I thought he would be coming the same time but a little late. So I waited and waited. It was 9.10 am, and there was no sign of the teacher's car. I got mad, I started kicking the gate, kicking the wall and chasing my cats around. Then, I went acrossed the road, thought that it would be coming, but it didn't. I felt so angry!!! At 9.30 am, the car finally reached!! I was so pissed off!! I was sweating by that time! ARGH!!!! WTF? I wanted to scream in the car... TEACHER WHY SO LATE????!!!! But I just kept quiet. LOL.
Everyone was relaxed as if nothing happened just now. I was boiling. OK, I thought this test was gonna be a quick one. So, I relaxed. When reached there, the crowd was so big, I felt like dying. I can't even breathe fresh air. Then we had to line up. People were looking at us. I don't feel comfortable at all. There was this 'no smoking' sign but people still smoke. We waited and waited, SO LONG to reach our turn. I really felt like fainting cause my legs are aching and my whole body was so tired of standing. Our names are never called. We waited and waited, until I got so hungry I still cannot do anything but to wait!!
Finally we went downstairs to buy some drinks to chill out. The Milo drink gave me some energy. Bought Mamee and a few junk food. We went back upstairs and continue reading. By that time, there were fewer people. But still, it took so long to reach our turn. I felt nervous and scared at the same time. But we are convincing ourselves that we can do it. After quite some time, my friend's name was called. So, the rest of us got prepared. Fatin and Huda went in together.
Moments later, my name was called, they can't pronounce properly. Haihh, I was totally used to it. I left my bag aside and entered the room. I sat down and move the cursor. It was quite blurry at first. I just do what I'm supposed to. The colour blindness test was a quick one. I used my hands to follow the number. Haha. I was so scared! I sat beside Fatin. After a while, Umaira walked in, there was an empty sit beside me, she sat beside me. So, I sat in the middle, between Umaira and Fatin. It was scary. I did slowly because I was so scared! I kept thinking about the consequences if I fail the test.
Then, while doing, my friends left me alone. They finished it so fast! I was like 'WTF'! Don't you even wanna check your work? LOL. I doubled check cause I was so scared I might fail. Luckily I checked back what I had done. Cause I done so many mistakes that could fail me! Because I was having a bad feeling that I was gonna fail. So I was asking myself, why am I having this bad feeling??? SO I checked back my answers and focused on the questions. My eyes were opened BIG. And yes! I done some really stupid mistakes that got me confused and I quickly change my answer. Maybe that's why I was saved. Pheww! Thanked God!
Then, after doing the questions from 1-50, I went back 50-1, then fast forward 1-50 again. The last 14 minutes like that, I clicked 'KEPUTUSAN' to check my results. THANKED GOD I passed the test! It was a great feeling. I felt so relieved! I got 45/50. It was really the scariest moment to view your results! I could hear my heart beating! Lol... Anyway, it's worth the wait and all the fuss and complains. Luckily I did well, if not means, all my effort goes down the drain. Especially the waiting part, was the worst ever. I suffered so much! With all the bangla people looking at you and some other weird people that got their eyes hooked onto you. LIKE SHIT LA! I felt like digging their eyeballs out! The cigarette smoke, was so smelly, it choked us all. I hate smokers.
Thank God ♥ Thank God ♥ Thank God ♥ I can't wait to continue my driving classes. I wanna drive so that I can help myself, most importantly. I am now helpless and hopeless. No one can count on me. I always need to rely on people. It sucks man. I wish I can drive too. I wanna drive my friends. Cause, I owe them so much, especially during school time. I get free rides! To tuition, to malls, sometimes, to school. My parents are just so wtf. You just can't do anything to change that. Driving changes my world and probably makes me another person. Also, my dearest Bruno will benefit from me the most If I can drive. Dogs love to ride. AWW CAN'T WAIT. I pity him, no one takes him out in a car even though everyone knows he likes it. Wait Bruno! I'm coming!!!
Everyone was relaxed as if nothing happened just now. I was boiling. OK, I thought this test was gonna be a quick one. So, I relaxed. When reached there, the crowd was so big, I felt like dying. I can't even breathe fresh air. Then we had to line up. People were looking at us. I don't feel comfortable at all. There was this 'no smoking' sign but people still smoke. We waited and waited, SO LONG to reach our turn. I really felt like fainting cause my legs are aching and my whole body was so tired of standing. Our names are never called. We waited and waited, until I got so hungry I still cannot do anything but to wait!!
Finally we went downstairs to buy some drinks to chill out. The Milo drink gave me some energy. Bought Mamee and a few junk food. We went back upstairs and continue reading. By that time, there were fewer people. But still, it took so long to reach our turn. I felt nervous and scared at the same time. But we are convincing ourselves that we can do it. After quite some time, my friend's name was called. So, the rest of us got prepared. Fatin and Huda went in together.
Moments later, my name was called, they can't pronounce properly. Haihh, I was totally used to it. I left my bag aside and entered the room. I sat down and move the cursor. It was quite blurry at first. I just do what I'm supposed to. The colour blindness test was a quick one. I used my hands to follow the number. Haha. I was so scared! I sat beside Fatin. After a while, Umaira walked in, there was an empty sit beside me, she sat beside me. So, I sat in the middle, between Umaira and Fatin. It was scary. I did slowly because I was so scared! I kept thinking about the consequences if I fail the test.
Then, while doing, my friends left me alone. They finished it so fast! I was like 'WTF'! Don't you even wanna check your work? LOL. I doubled check cause I was so scared I might fail. Luckily I checked back what I had done. Cause I done so many mistakes that could fail me! Because I was having a bad feeling that I was gonna fail. So I was asking myself, why am I having this bad feeling??? SO I checked back my answers and focused on the questions. My eyes were opened BIG. And yes! I done some really stupid mistakes that got me confused and I quickly change my answer. Maybe that's why I was saved. Pheww! Thanked God!
Then, after doing the questions from 1-50, I went back 50-1, then fast forward 1-50 again. The last 14 minutes like that, I clicked 'KEPUTUSAN' to check my results. THANKED GOD I passed the test! It was a great feeling. I felt so relieved! I got 45/50. It was really the scariest moment to view your results! I could hear my heart beating! Lol... Anyway, it's worth the wait and all the fuss and complains. Luckily I did well, if not means, all my effort goes down the drain. Especially the waiting part, was the worst ever. I suffered so much! With all the bangla people looking at you and some other weird people that got their eyes hooked onto you. LIKE SHIT LA! I felt like digging their eyeballs out! The cigarette smoke, was so smelly, it choked us all. I hate smokers.
Thank God ♥ Thank God ♥ Thank God ♥ I can't wait to continue my driving classes. I wanna drive so that I can help myself, most importantly. I am now helpless and hopeless. No one can count on me. I always need to rely on people. It sucks man. I wish I can drive too. I wanna drive my friends. Cause, I owe them so much, especially during school time. I get free rides! To tuition, to malls, sometimes, to school. My parents are just so wtf. You just can't do anything to change that. Driving changes my world and probably makes me another person. Also, my dearest Bruno will benefit from me the most If I can drive. Dogs love to ride. AWW CAN'T WAIT. I pity him, no one takes him out in a car even though everyone knows he likes it. Wait Bruno! I'm coming!!!
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