Still 16

I don't want to get older. Worst, I don't want to be 17. I know that day is coming. It's so close. It's weird to not feel excited when it's just a day away. Last year was the worst ever in my 16 years of life. Now, I feel that it's not remembered. Am I too busy until I don't care about being 17? Maybe because 17 isn't important. So well, I'll try as hard as I can to forget myself, and everything. I will keep myself busy and let the day passed before I knew it. That is so not cool. No! I can't do that! Huh, okay, my real plan was, to just be with myself. Enjoy alone. Uh, maybe with God. Isn't that a happy birthday? .... :)