I'm officially 17!

First of all, I want to wish myself a happy 17th birthday. Yesterday night, I waited for the clock to struck 12 while I lie on my bed. Once it was 12 AM, I prayed and cried. I Thank God for allowing me to reach 17 years of age. It's incredible to get this far. When I was 13, I thought I couldn't reach 17 because I've been stressing out so much I really thought by form 5(SPM) I would be dead. But thankfully I'm still alive by the will of God. I cried because God gave me a chance to be 17. I am also very touched because the first person to wish me is my primary school friend. Very surprising. Now I know how friends are.

Today was a normal day. I felt very happy to have power to control people. I can order people and shout whenever. I cannot be scolded. Anyway, It's okay if it's not celebrated. I must accept it for this is not my year. I am 17 and only God is happy for me. No one else loves me most other than God. He loves me so much he created me. and I am living on this Earth for a reason. It's okay to cry all night or be sad one whole day. It's a test.

The best gift was the wishes I received from my friends on facebook. It's very obvious that the closest to you was the furthest away. If you get me. I've been listening to musics all day. One of it was the click five's 'happy birthday' song. Haha. Anyway, like I said, I am alone here. But it's okay. I'll always have company. Regardless of the seen or unseen. My pets are the seen while the unseen is none other than God. I'll be good. Bye!