Cry baby, cry

Drama? -No comment.

Well, today, after math class, we had gone down to the Anggerik Hall for a talk from the Institusi Pembangunan Minda / I.P. Minda. It was conducted by Mr Azlan Abdul Jalil and his partner.

So, when I saw the speaker, I felt familiar with his face. I seem to recognize him. I started to think when I seen him before. That is when I remember he came to give a talk last year when I was sitting for major exam. Yeah, he was the one that made us cry. OOPS! Not 'us'. I'm can still hold back my tears! Milia was the one that cried it all out. Haha. Hey! I still remember! He was the one that showed us disgusting pictures and videos of people with aids, drug addicts, accidents and baby dumping.

So I thought maybe this time he was not going to do that again. Plus, there is boys in here. The last talk he gave, only girls are in the hall. I forgotten why... I love the way this speaker conducts his talk. It was so not boring and was very interesting. Yawning is normal for a person like me. I yawning a few times because I never had enough sleep. Many too much -.-. Usually I yawn a lot if the subject really sucks. For this, I think it is the best! He is so professional. He also came with his partner which also did a good job to entertain us!

The beginning was fun. We had some passwords and some games. But, as the talk go on, I thought he wasn't gonna display those horror pictures and videos again. I was wrong. So wrong!! Thiyah's predictions was very accurate! So, when Mr Azlan about to asked everyone to look at the screen, I saw some girls are like scared. I was like ''WTF.. that is only drug addicts. What is the thing that is so scary to watch???'' ''Only needles injected into veins, sniffing leaves or whatever is it.. That's all''. ''The worst is yet to come'', I said.

Then, Mr Azlan showed some gory freak accidents with their body parts spread everywhere. Some only above the stomach. The rest who knows where's it?? That is quite scary to watch. But I still don't understand why people must cover their faces or look down. ''WTF... Come on la, someday you all gonna be doctors, surgeons, nurses, whatever.. You gonna have to see blood, smell it, touch it, and deal with the whole dead bodies and so on.. So what's the attitude man?? Accident is meant to be this way maa...zzzzzz'' My eyes was wide open. I know it's very 'ewww' but it's very interesting to see you know.

The songs that went with the video is the most touching thing ever. With the speaker saying all those sad stories, all those words that was very emotional that really make us feel so guilty until we can shed some tears. I managed to hold back my tears even though it really want to drop from my eyes. I just lean backwards and let the tears go back in. Suck it back in. LOL. My sight was actually blurred by my tears. You know what I mean. There are boys around! Hello! I don't dare to look at Thiyah until my tears are suck back in! Lol... Some can't stand and just let it out, like Milia. LOL. I just hold back all the way, trying my very best to don't let it come out. Really, I was really really keeping myself up, carefully preventing it from flowing. My eyes was filled with tears but it just can't drop! I won't let it! Mira was covering her face. I don't know what is she hiding... Milia eyes end up red. I know she cried! Huahaha. I understand. LOL. Like REALLY.

The stories told by the speaker was so touching. If I myself was in that hall alone, without boys, Thiyah and Milia around, I definitely cry out all I can. Yeah, truly sad. Anyway, It's embarrassing you know to cry infront of boys. There's looking for someone to laugh at. I'm not gonna be the one! Some girls came last year for the talk would surely understand what I'm talking about. This speaker is really good in this. He has a talent for making people cry. Haha. Actually, it is not supposed to be funny. Be serious. Yeah, life is precious. When you think you can live long, this is what happens. Oh, his words and advice is so meaningful. I can sacrifice anything to stay back and listen to his talk. But he move on fast as the bell had rang and we had to go home. But, I rather stay and listen than to do any other thing. It's really worth it!

I realize I did take many things for granted. Yeah! Walking home from school, you never know what would happen along the way! We might get involved in an accident, get killed, get kidnapped and so much more. Oh man! We may think we're young and still have a long way more to go. But it's not up to us to decide. We just have to do more good to ensure a place in heaven. I felt unlucky and pity for some people who died in an improper way. I mean, those drug addicts, their lifes are just wasted. Just like that! Why can't they think of something worth doing than this?? Why is this even happening in this world I had no idea at all.

And yes, I totally agree with Mr Azlan. FRIENDS ARE THE MAJOR INFLUENCE THAT AFFECTS A PERSON'S ATTITUDE. Agreed? Yeah. It all starts from friends. They are the cause of those spoiled teenagers these days. We are tempted and we can't say 'No'. We end up being useless. Who can be blamed once we are already useless?? I also feel bad for some babies which had been dumped by their parents. They didn't even get to see the world!! They have much more to experienced in life but because of their parents, these innocent babies had to face death!

The world is getting much worst. We don't hear about baby dumpings in the past. Now, It's so popular. Hell! There are so many cases. So many babies must face the same fate because of their irresponsible parents. Till now, after all the advertisement and staff like that, still baby dumpings has been a widespread in local newspapers like 'Berita Harian'. You see these everyday. Oh! I felt sorry for the babies. Do you know how much hatred they will have on their parents if they know they've been dumped? Eish. WTF la this stupid people.

1) Clear Vision
2) Focus
3) Always prepare
4) Emotional quotient
5) Optimis (word)
6) Out of the box
7) Tawakkal

* The 3rd is the tears shedding part :)*

This is what I called,
A talk that can bring tears.
Thank you.

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