Just keep quiet.

I realised that I need to start zipping my mouth. Whatever it is, I just need to shut the hell up. Don't tell anyone and don't share whatever shit that I know (except knowledge and study-related stuffs). Just keep it to myself. People say I have a big mouth. Big mouth means either I talk a lot or I like to spread gossips or cant keep a secret. Maybe I do have a big mouth. I just need to shut up. Whatever I see, that is happening, or whatever happens to me, I'm just gonna keep quiet. I have to stop telling the world about what is going on. It has been a habit of me telling people what's wrong. I can't do that anymore. I can't let people know what is going on. I will just have to start BACKSPACING. I'm sorry but they need to find out themselves cause I'm gonna shut up. Once somebody knows something from me, I feel uneasy and uncertain. I don't know If I should tell and when I tell, I feel like I shouldn't. People can't get any info from me. All infos must be a mistake and are false. At this time, I always feel like I'm doing things based on my emotions. So yeah, I need to start acting like a robot. (If you know what I mean) I'm just gonna shut everything down. Only my eyes will do the job. I'm just gonna look, from where I am, at what's happening. Directly or indirectly(virtually) watching people. Don't ask me why, cause I'm just that WEIRD, and you know you won't get an answer, since I said I'm zipping my mouth. Happy 50th Malaysia Day.