What a life!

OMG I'm so jealous of Maira! Hanging out late at night, shopping and watching a movie at 12.30-2.30AM????? Walaowehhhhhhhhh that is call partying in the morning. Total freedom. I wish I can have the freedom of doing that. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. She is having the best time ever since she is not under the control of her parents. Oh GOD!!! Meanwhile I am here rotting and rotting. LOLLL what a life! Really! I hate to compare myself with others. Freedom is just a big word. I don't have that. It's limited. My brothers too, feel the same, I know. That's why people say I'm boring. Well that don't understand, I wouldn't want to be boring if I had a choice. Come on, I want to go out whenever, wherever too. And what about the time? Early morning? Dawn? Evening? Night? If doesn't matter actually. It's all about enjoying life without counting the time. That is call enjoying.. No worries when you are enjoying... Come on, do parents know that we only have a limited time on Earth? Are you crazy, am I going to continue spending my teen years rotting at home? Yes. No wonder there are teenagers getting pregnant and young girls smoking.. There are trying all kinds of crazy things maybe because life is only up to a certain extent. There are, how to say, 'living life' to the max. Because the world is not like before, it's opposite already. Gosh, I can take care of myself, I know my limits. But that just doesn't work in the minds of people from the olden days. They all think negatively. They refuse to let go. They always with their 'What ifs'. I am kind of stuck here. So that's why I say I am rotting. A part of me is decaying. Please laugh. Now I know why my friends hate all the negative things. Being negative is just going to affect yourself, and also other people. There is no use of being negative!!! You are limiting yourself!!! Ergh~~~ Maira~ I wish I can just teleport over to Mid Valley right now. Like those in the games..