Screw you people
I just can't stand it anymore. For your information, I am really a patient person. I have been patient since I understand the word 'patient'. But actually, If I could, I want to kill everyone. I love to hold grudges, love to revenge. I know it's totally wrong to do these but I don't want to do it either. I get so angry with the people around me, I have no one to shout at, so I am just gathering all my patience to keep it inside, preventing any kinds of bad things~~~ I am keeping all the bad words from coming out of my mouth. Not even slipping out. I keep quiet when I am angry. I know it won't change things or make things better if I speak. Patience is really all I have. Without patience I don't know what I would be.
For example, I call two of my friends and both are not picking up their damn phones. I was angry, but y'know, I don't show it. I just like try to cool, chill, but actually I would want to kill that person. It's so disappointing when someone doesn't answer their phone. I never say it out, I say it in, I say 'FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF, just throw your phone in the damn garbage, just shut yourself and your phone down forever.'. You don't even know I say such things.
One more thing, I knew driving to school is always a no, yet I want to ask again, also testing my patience, which I know I can pass. I will never let myself be angry, it's just bad. It will lead to one speaking bad words, or even killing someone. So I just keep quiet. But actually, I was like, 'I wish you were somewhere else'. Like WTF man, I am supposed to drive to school. I am sick of it. I am sick calling someone to fetch me everyday. Sick sick sick. Sick and tired. I am really sick. At times I just want to cry. But I just won't do it. Not worth crying for idiots who don't understand. I just be patient, I know I deserve it much. I just wait for revenge.
For example, I call two of my friends and both are not picking up their damn phones. I was angry, but y'know, I don't show it. I just like try to cool, chill, but actually I would want to kill that person. It's so disappointing when someone doesn't answer their phone. I never say it out, I say it in, I say 'FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF, just throw your phone in the damn garbage, just shut yourself and your phone down forever.'. You don't even know I say such things.
One more thing, I knew driving to school is always a no, yet I want to ask again, also testing my patience, which I know I can pass. I will never let myself be angry, it's just bad. It will lead to one speaking bad words, or even killing someone. So I just keep quiet. But actually, I was like, 'I wish you were somewhere else'. Like WTF man, I am supposed to drive to school. I am sick of it. I am sick calling someone to fetch me everyday. Sick sick sick. Sick and tired. I am really sick. At times I just want to cry. But I just won't do it. Not worth crying for idiots who don't understand. I just be patient, I know I deserve it much. I just wait for revenge.
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