Work

Okay, this is how it goes, last... I forgotten, I applied a job at a pet store, the largest pet chain store in Malaysia. The next day, I received a text message from someone from the pet store, saying that he would like to interview me. So I got all excited, I went on the Internet to find things about interview and all that. Then,  I felt tired, I starting thinking and thinking, racking my brains so hard, thinking through the night, until I felt asleep. The next morning when I woke up to jog with my dear neighbour, I felt so tired and reluctant. I then decided, I'm not going to that interview! Ok, I know there's nothing like trying, but really, I think I am going just a little too further, because I know I can't handle it, my brain can't handle it, It's because the work is from 10am - 10pm, I can't do that! i GOT TO GO WORK AT 9AM. WTH. That's too much! It will be tiring and my body can't stand it. And I don't have transport home, so it worries me and makes me tired thinking about it. The whole thing was so messed up I decided to just stop everything. But that does not mean that I will give up on work. I'll still be finding jobs. Just that I need it to be close to my house, and have transport to go and come back. I don't want to care about the money, I just want experience and a little cash. Working all day is just too much for people like me. I know something is not right with me, so I can't push too hard. I don't care what people say, I don't care about what my friends do too. All I know is I want to be me and I do what I do. Yeah, we are all on our seperate ways now. Anyway, I'll find something to do, and balance up with my driving classes. Yeah, I don't want to compete with my friends. They are confident that their future is guaranteed. OH! I DEFINITELY CAN LIVE LONG! I gonna do this, do that, I'm so full of knowledge!!! Remember what John Lennon said? Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans. So, stop being too greedy. Just stop it. It annoys everyone, especially me.